its my play;

rhythmofwonders — Sun, 16 Aug 2009 20:40:08 +0000

MOVED TO A BETTER SOMEWHERE

Protected: you know ive seen alot of things in life.

rhythmofwonders — Fri, 26 Jun 2009 13:40:59 +0000

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my very beloved.

rhythmofwonders — Fri, 26 Jun 2009 10:41:14 +0000

Dear lord,

I have been good, or the very least nothing mishievous up my sleeves these years. All i ask for now, your healing hands be upon B. I love her deep. My very intact soulmate and buddy. I’ll continue to be good. I promise. Please do watch over her. We still do need her.

Amen.

flawed;

rhythmofwonders — Wed, 17 Jun 2009 21:39:10 +0000

Best of both worlds, never what you can achieve, or rather from me.
This was how much all is worth.
All I ever could say, and will always say, its totally over.
We all know it. Ive seen it, face it and over it. =))
I’m getting lethargic hearing repititve stories.
You’re in your own world, and I’ll lead mine.

Keep that smile.
For I’m totally good.

everything in its time

rhythmofwonders — Tue, 16 Jun 2009 16:22:07 +0000

Everyone around me are revealing their true self, slowly. One by one. And i detest the fact of watching it from afar.

I very much want to know whats been troubling, but yet I have no answers.

I still seek my old friends. They are the ones who still gave me comfort and the utmost warmth. I still hope everything remains beautiful as it is. I wish I was blinded by all the ugly facts.

i do …. you*

Dont let them say you aint beautiful

rhythmofwonders — Tue, 09 Jun 2009 08:34:40 +0000

Whenever I say its too late, its never going to happen anymore. And I emphasise, ANYMORE.

Seriously, lets trade shoes. Facts are threw at my face, and I took them graciously. Side effects of them are inevitable, but I know I’m good. Or rather, cant be any better. =) Continue going strong.

trial and error

rhythmofwonders — Sun, 07 Jun 2009 08:24:18 +0000

Trust issues surfaced, yet again. Even the one next to me, I’m starting to doubt, starting to question. To what extent can I throw my all to you? I guess I’m starting to make some reservations. To whom can I really trust, I guess deep down I know it myself after this series of events.

If you think you really know me, I advise you to try again. From several experiential sources, I know I failed trusting the right one, yet AGAIN. I have issues with judgement.

As easy it may seem to you, but definitely a chore to me. I’m not totally over it yet. Quit pushing me. I’ll be walking on my own pace, in near distance to the shore. =)

its choking in there.

rhythmofwonders — Fri, 05 Jun 2009 09:48:36 +0000

Cut it out! You’re getting on my nerves!

But, of course. Feel free to broadcast. Be my guest.

Roll those ass over, bad thoughts away.

On a side note, Ive cravings for bubble tea. =)))

I’m no longer lost.

rhythmofwonders — Sat, 30 May 2009 08:09:02 +0000

I hope everything doesnt backfire, for the fact that I’m feeling better as every 24hours pass. Oh crap, I hate to say this, but life still goes on. Perhaps you know me too well, perhaps you’ve seen how easy I could be toyed and manipulated around by your words. You’ve seen how stupid I am, and thats how you took advantage of that simplicity. Let me tell you, I aint your puppet no more. Ive learned enough about you through this. I’m going to lead a life so much better than yours which is deemed to be pathetic to me, and the sole reason is im living for my friends and for myself. Ive brought enough worrying. The fact that my friends are my priorities was never a wrong decision, even when I’m with you. And, i guess thats the only right decision ive made during those years.

I’m happier now than a few days back, for my friends are with me! And i believe someone much better will come along. =))

I LOVE YOU GIRLFRIENDS!

what goes around, comes around.

rhythmofwonders — Fri, 29 May 2009 08:52:10 +0000

Ive seen your dirty face hidden behind that mask, all along, it was a facade. K said, ‘true colors revealed only when everything ends’, and I now believe so. Things turned for the worse. You chose it, I face it. Believe in karma. And, i choose to be done believing in you. I’m just a normal being.